I sold most of what I baked, but the things I did not sell, like cookies and cakes, were sitting here on my counter. I ate about 5 cookies and two slices of the cake. This all happened yesterday. Well, today I am starting again. The sun came up to welcome me to a new chance to get it right. I started the day by getting rid of all the sweets. I also got a bag of juicing carrots from Publix. I have ginger, carrots, and green apple juice today.
I am good with this juicing during the day. It is at night when I am home with nothing to do that I mess up. I did not eat the junk food all day yesterday, but around 11pm I jumped in. I think the best thing for me to do is to stop staying up late. The only problem I have with that is my husband gets off work around 11pm and I have to pick him up most nights. This means I come home and make him something to eat. This man can eat, but he gains no weight. The other issue I have is he never seems to be willing/able to say NO to me. When I make him something after work it is hard for me not to get something as well.
I’ve got to find a way to beat this urge to eat late at night. On top of that, once he goes to bed I stay up and eat some more. This eating will last until well into the morning hours. I often eat things like cake, crackers and things that are quick to make and eat. Man, I hope to have this day go well. I just need to have one full day of success and then I will see the goal.