Weeknight Wednesday: Grilled Portobello, Bell Pepper, and Goat Cheese Sandwiches

I love when I find food for that oh so rainy day.  when it’s just a tad bit cold outside and you really want to have something that is not the traditional sandwich to go with your wonderful hot bowl of soup. I found this on one of my favorite blogs and thought I would share it here

Grilled Portobello, Bell Pepper, and Goat Cheese Sandwiches

Source: Weeknight Wednesday: Grilled Portobello, Bell Pepper, and Goat Cheese Sandwiches


Well as you know my husband is serving in the Army and we are in the process of PCS sing you may ask what is PCS?  Well,  that is the process in which the Army tells you it is time for you to leave your current duty station and go to a New one. Our new duty station is going to be full of excitement and new adventures  for us.

Im not going to tell where we are going as I want it all to unfold as we go. Stay toned for our new adventure!

Learning Hebrew

One of the hardest things of our journey for conversion is  Learning Hebrew. No matter how many times you practice or how much you study it is still a difficult language. once you get something I mean really get it the excitement inside of you is amazing, to understand when you hear someone speaking Hebrew it is an awesome experience.  I’ve enjoyed learning it so much and I look forward to our continued study of this language.  it is one of the  most fascinating and yet beautiful sounds I’ve ever heard. Whenever it is spoken, you feel the past of all those that spoke it before you. It has a history, it was there in the beginning can you imagine that a language that we speak today surviving centuries?!!!!  well that is what the life of the Jew is, we have survived and no matter how many times the world has tried to kill us we are still here.

I’m sure you notice Ive started saying things like what “we”,meaning I consider myself these days as a Jew!  We are almost done with our process and I am so happy. It has been a long and torturous journey but one that is well worth the time and effort. In the beginning I could not understand why this process would take years, but now I understand. I can now see the benefit of taking the time to understand and learn, this is not some overnight process like in Christianity were you get baptized and that’s the end of it Judaism is a way of life everything about you changes, your lifestyle changes everything you do has meaning. who would’ve thought something as simple as going to the bathroom would change my life but it did.

Worthwhile information about Shavuot 

Note that the material here can also be used in tandem with what is provided in our other sections re: discussions, lessons, activities.

  • a refrigerator filled with dairy products and vegtablesDairy and Vegetarianism:  It is customary to eat dairy on Shavuot. One reason given is the description of Torah as akin to milk and honey. Another is that in immediate celebration after receiving the law, there was no time to kasherpots according to the new precepts. Another perspective is symbolically getting as close as possible to a purer state, akin to olam haba / a next and better world, while celebrating this gift of Torah and a raised level of being. 

    Ha-Rav Avraham Yitzchak Kook himself (first Ashkenazi chief rabbi of British Mandatory Palestine) felt that the complexity of laws regarding kashrut generally and slaughter for meat were both actually meant to discourage its consumption. In regarding vegetarianism as a higher ideal to aim for, he pointed out that Adam and Eve did not eat meat and that in the account of creation we were informed that plants were provided to serve our food needs (Genesis 1:29). He was far from alone in his opinion of such an ethical ideal, the subject going way back to discussions by scholars even in medieval times.

  • When? :  Shavuot is celebrated on the 6th day of Sivan which this year starts the evening of the 14th of May.  It is one day long in Israel, thus continuing through the 15th. It lasts two days outside of Israel, so concludes the evening of the 16th.  
  • Isru Chag / אסרו חג –  This is a mini-festival for liturgical purposes, which follows a pilgrimage festival, in effect to sort of stretch the holiday a little. The basis for this is “Hold on to the festival, even as it departs” (Psalms 118:27). The term isru chag literally means “bind a festival”.
  • Tikkun Leyl Shavuot /  תיקון ליל שבועות  refers to a ‘preparation’ night for Shavuot. This is a custom of gathering together to spend the entire night studying and discussing Torah. Traditionally, in an effort to symbolically cover ‘everything’, one would include a small part from each book of the Tanach / Bible and from each section of the Talmud. (For those celebrating two days, some would have stamina for a second night and devote this to reading Tehilim/ Psalms). Less traditionally, with some advance deciding and preparation, whoever is gathering may choose what will be studied and/or discussed together that night, be it some portion of Torah etc., or some particular theme emphasis, etc.
  • Aseret Hadibrot / עשרת הדברות / the Ten Commandments appear in Exodus 20:2-14 and Deuteronomy 5:6-18. According to tradition, these were given to Moshe that day to serve as the first outline and basis for the rest of Torah legislation and all laws in Judaism. 

    Not everyone is aware that there are actually different ways to separate these commandments depending upon one’s particular religious faith. In the Jewish version, dividing and numbering basically go like this – 1) I am the Lord Your G-d, who brought you out of Egypt.  2) Worship no other gods / no idolatry. 3) Do not take the name of G-d in vain. 4) Remember and keep the Shabbat. 5) Honor your parents. 6) Do not murder. 7) Do not commit adultery. 8)  Do not steal. 9) Do not bear false witness. 10) Do not covet.  

    Note that there are basically two or three subdivisions in concepts and directives here. The first four commandments concern identity of and relationship with G-d. The last six concern how we deal with people. The fourth and fifth commandments also can be said to reflect an overlap or link between those two other subdivisions, falling more in the intimate realm of home and family.

  • The Torah portion read at the service (Exodus 19 and 20) recounts the revelation at Sinai and the Ten Commandments.

    Among some communities and congregations, the Torah would customarily be passed on this occasion from person to person.

  • Shavuot is never mentioned in the Torah itself specifically as the time that we received that Torah. It is referred to in this sense for the first time actually in the Talmud. The basis given by the rabbis was where the Torah states that on the third new moon after the Israelites left Egypt  (e.g. 1st of Sivan)  they entered the Sinai wilderness (Exodus19:1). So identifying the chag additionally with Zman Matan Toratenu could be a reasonable supposition. It would also make sense to add to an already existing older festival that fell around that time.
  • Megilat Rut /  מגילת רות –  The Book of Ruth is especially suited to being read on Shavuot, typically as prelude to the afternoon service (on the first day when celebrating two).  For more, please see “Let’s Talk About It”.
  • Akdamut / אקדמות  is a ninety verse long liturgical poem that is read before the Torah portion on Shavuot. Meaning “introduction” in Aramaic, it was composed in the 11th century supposedly by the French rabbi Meir ben Isaac Nahorai. It has three basic parts- the 1st extols G-d, the 2nd discusses a persecuted but stubborn Israel that refuses to give up its faith, and the 3rd describes a future with the arrival of the hoped-for messiah. Akdamut was an Ashkenazi addition. Some Sephardim instead recite the Azharot / אזהרות (“exhortations”) – a liturgical poem form of the 613 mitzvot / commandments.
  • Confirmation was conceived of originally by the Reform movement in the late 19th century to serve as a replacement for Bar/Bat Mitzvah, since it was felt that an older age was more suited to a rite of passage of taking on more adult responsibilities. While the Bar Mitzvah milestone did not fade out as expected, this confirmation addition did take hold nonetheless and spread eventually into many Conservative congregations as well.

    The connection to Shavuot thematically works especially well (not only in terms of the school calendar), as this was when we as a people reconfirmed and expanded our covenant with G-d.

    At the younger end of the student spectrum, children at the age of 3-5 were often brought for the first time into their yeshiva on Shavuot. They would be given sweet things to eat like honey and cake to symbolize that Torah study was a sweet and positive pursuit.

  • There is a custom among some of baking a special challah with a ladder-shaped braid on top. This is because the Hebrew letters that make up sulam(ladder) and Sinai result in the same numerical sum, and both would also be associated with ascending, akin to spiritual gain in accepting Torah.
  • Some eat three-sided kreplach / dumplings on this occasion. It’s attributed to such reasons as three kinds of Jews – Israelites, Levites and Kohanim, three patriarchs (Abraham, Isaac and Jacob), three components to TaNaCh (the Hebrew Bible), etc.
  • Chag HaBikurim / חג הבכורים  /  Festival of the First Fruits –  Besides bringing a barley offering at Passover, we were actually directed to take first fruits from any land we might own to the Temple through the period extending from Shavuot to Sukkot  (Deuteronomy 26:1-11). By first fruits, the Torah means the seven species. These would be barley, wheat, vines, pomegranates, figs, dates and olive oil (Deuteronomy 8:8).
  • It is a custom to decorate one’s home and synagogue with greenery and flowers, especially fragrant ones. Many also wear white (or at least a white shirt). Younger children in Israel often create and wear a zer prachim (flower wreath for one’s head).

    Besides the seasonal aspects, this time is also thought of as the judgment day of trees according to the Talmud.

    On kibbutzim, emphasis on nature and agricultural elements were brought back more, and thus sometimes include agricultural processions, dance and music presentations.

Shavuot שבועות

Count me in.
Count me among.

With freedom, we start learning to have expectations. 
With freedom, we start needing a new framework too – to function within.
And so, with freedom, we have expectations in turn placed upon us, 
and then, we can start to truly aspire to be more than we were.  

Shavuot is a continuation, a culmination and a beginning.  What began in Egypt, what is recounted and re-experienced in Passover / Pesach, reaches a new defining moment – a most overwhelming one – and it does this a mere seven weeks later, at the time of this festival. 

But before we get there, let’s start at an earlier beginning…  

Shavuot is clearly multilayered, as reflected in its names. Typical of the evolution of our chagim / holidays, its origins were agricultural. Thus it is also known as Yom Habikurim / the Day of the First Fruits, and Chag Hakatzir / the Festival of the Harvest.  Reaping the second grain – wheat – would start seven weeks after the harvest of barley, the first grain (Chag Hamatzot aka Pesach). The word shavuot means “weeks”. As one can see, sefirat ha-omer /  the counting of the omer  grew out of this same orientation. Omer means sheaf or bundle of grain. As instructed in  Leviticus 23:15-16, starting from the offering of barley (second day of Passover),  one should count seven weeks plus one day, or fifty days, to the scheduled offering of the second harvest. 

Shavuot is one of the three pilgrimage holidays / shlosha regalim (Pesach, Shavuot, Sukkot). This second grain harvest would commence with its offering of thanks and hope in the form of two loaves baked from the first sheaves of wheat. These loaves were then taken to the Temple in Jerusalem, with one’s procession (transportation animals and carts included) bedecked in greenery and flowers of the season now in full bloom.  

While Shavuot is mentioned in the Bible (e.g. Exodus 23:14-19, Leviticus 23:9-22), it refers to this agricultural celebration, not to receiving the Torah at Mount Sinai. The primary emphasis placed on that aspect of the chag only developed somewhat later. Which then gave us yet another name for thisholiday – Zman Matan Toratenu  – “time of the giving of our Torah”. 

Among more observant Jews, sefirat ha-omer is still done daily at this time. But by now the idea had evolved into one of mounting anticipation of a different kind: we are in a state of being newly freed, then transitioning. With Shavuot we arrive at Mount Sinai to receive the framework and wisdom of Torah. 

One might almost look at this as another kind of planting, growth and then harvest of a rather different material – fledgling redeemed people – which would then be further reconfigured and harnessed to the creation and growth of something higher and better. Because what we have here is an ascent – and a quite rapid and steep one at that (also likely due to brass-tacks necessity) – from physical redemption to advancement on a whole new level. A level of “project” that is an even bigger seismic shift than leaving Egypt had been. Because this next step marks the start of intellectual and spiritual redemption, as well as the further molding of a people, a future society, an incipient national consciousness.  

As a demarcation point in terms of the more immediate physical redemption story, Shavuot is therefore also known as “Atzeret” – meaning both assembly and cessation. It was viewed by rabbis in the Talmud as an endpoint to Pesach, which had marked that first initial physical freedom. 

The Book of Ruth / Megillat Rut is read at this time. It is such a wonderfully apt choice of text for Shavuot in its weaving of the holiday’s many themes and layers (see “Let’s Talk About It”).  Not only that, but one may well consider that we too were basically all “converts”, newly committing at Har Sinai

When we celebrate Shavuot, we are not only expressing thankfulness to G-d for both physical sustenance of harvests and higher law and guidance in the gift of Torah. Like Moshe going up that mountain, an ascent is not easy. And this one is continual and active, not static or passive. Shavuot represents a parallel ongoing ascent, albeit with many continual stumbles and failings, for each of us personally and together as a people.  

At this time we are actively re-recognizing that responsibilities come with freedom, we are re-enacting a choice in framework and codes to live by, and we are reaffirming who we together share those codes with by our group identity.  We are either more formally committing for the first time, as youth do with confirmation, or reminding ourselves, reviewing and refreshing our commitments and connections.  

We are truly saying: “we choose”, “count me in”, “count me among”, “let us aspire to grow to be more than we were”, and as part of that, to each ascend “to do more good works / ma-asim tovim”.

Praying for others???????

Recently in a group that I belong to a member of the group asked for prayer but I did not know how to pray or even if I should pray. You see the person is not of my faith. Her form of worship is to a deity I don’t consider to be god.

I spoke with my husband about this and he agreed with me that it was best I did not say I would pray. The Person posted some verses for prayer she wanted other to say ( it was only a suggestion). Also posted some songs to sing and it was all to praise this god she worshipped. I don’t knock people that. Worship other deities I just don’t want to be a part of it.

What would you have done?

“Guard my tongue”

So I told us that we have to keep a journal of our process I’ve always written things down but I’ve never really kept a “journal”. I decided that the best way to do this, for me that is, is to just put it here on my block share it and let others comment and give me advice as well.

I woke up this morning to a downpour of rain I was kind of surprised because it had not been raining before I went to bed but the ground was totally saturated I’m saying this because normally I like to go out in the backyard facing the woods and saying my morning prayers. That was not possible today due to the rain and the saturation of the grass.

I sat at the dining room table which faces the wooded area in the backyard and send my morning prayers it was okay but not quite the same as I was praying this morning I realize that many of my prayers express things that are often in my heart at the time. One of the prayers is called Shemonen Esrei, also known as “Amidah”. This wonderful prayer is known as the “service of the heat”. This prayer has many movements in it, at least to me anyway. I’m often transported from my body to a much lighter state and I feel s if my heart will bust by the time I reach the end. I’ve often cried when reciting this prayer.

One of the last prayers is the Elohal. In this prayer we ask that our tongue be guarded from evil ( it is one if my favorite prayers. I remember as a child my gran saying to me that if I master the are of speaking only things that are kind I would find great peace in my life. I’ve often wondered how to do this? My husband has, in my opinion, mastered it. He says if there is something tire but unkind, don’t speak it. And if you do only speak it in private to the person and only if you think the person will accept it and it will effect change.

Last night my husband reviled to me that he has been unhappy in our marriage for sometime now. I did not know how to respond to his confession. As we continued to talk, he told me it all had to do with my attitude and the things that I say when I’m upset. He accepts that he is the cause of my feelings, but how I have choice to deal with it is a cause of great discomfort to him. He said it is my words that has caused this feeling in him. This morning my mind was transported back to that conversation we had and as I said the prayer I included that I may never speak words of hurt again.

I find that our lessons in life can come from strange places but if we are willing to listen we can learn and grow pass them. I thanked my husband for being willing to tell me about myself and asked for his forgiveness.

Things often forgotten when moving


Keeping kosher isn’t only about what we eat; it’s the way we eat it too. Here’s a guide to kashering your holiday home, wherever it may be.


Microwave Convection Ovens:
Kasher in exactly the same way as a regular oven (see previous post)

Microwave Ovens:
Clean all surfaces thoroughly. Leave out of use for 24 hours. Boil water in a polystyrene container by placing it in the microwave for a half hour (refill it if it dries out). If you intend placing food directly onto the revolving plate it must be kashered by immersing it in boiling water.


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